Coming Back Around

I've been in a deep state of grief over losing one of my puttemsfriends, Icky. And she's not the only one to pass last year..... TreeBear, Lisa, and BamBam's mum..... They all died too early, IMHO. TreeBear had a stroke and died in his sleep, alone. Lisa overdosed and died alone. BamBam's mum slipped into a coma and died in a hospital. I swear, after watching my grandmother die, I can't imagine not being in a home environment, surrounded by people I love, when I meet Death again. (And BTW, Icky died in our arms- we were with her to the painful end.....)

So, there really hasn't been a lot of whatever in me wee blog of late. Hells, it's just an outlet for me anyway.... I'm not trying to be a
Wonkette or anything like that. I'm just sharing my outrage at how things seem to be.....

So posting for the first time this year. Still healing. Still looking for meaning in a place that so often doesn't seem to have any. Still trying to figure out what life will bring toward us in the near future. I'm hoping it's a Harley Davidson motorcycle.