Friday, December 12, 2003

Fuck Tha' Police.

Cops are assholes. Don't act surprised- the only reason that they go into "law enforcement" is to make up for portions of their personalities that are missing or small (like a tiny prick or a bad childhood. I have yet to meet anyone in this profession that didn't get off on power and using that power in a way that sets them apart in an elite portion of society.

The title for this blog comes from a song by NWA.

When are we going to take our streets back? In my city, we have a citizens group that acts as a watchdog for the city pigs. County pigs go unchecked and as far as that goes, the citizens watchgroup's balls have been cut off by the mayor's office. But at least some concerned civilians are trying to make a difference. Still, a 15 year old boy was killed last year by our pigs, those pigs that "protect" us. And a woman was killed by guns, courtesy of those "protective" assfucks. Sure, she had a knife, but did she have to die? Local folks say that she was historically depressed and out of some meds.

I tell ya what... I think I just figured it out... The pig army arms itself against the civilians that arm themselves to actually protect themselves from the pig army. Everyone keeps upping the ante, and it kinda escalates out of control, and the pigs end up winning because they have the "law" on their side. Stupid fucks.

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

Uhhh.... Santa..?

Your society is rotting. How is it that we work to preserve lies and disappointment in the lives of our children? Remember, childhood is an invention, as well as Saint Nikolaus. No wonder we are breeding a country of idiots.... when parents don't care enough about their children to be honest with them, especially when someone else has. Now, this teacher is going to have to backpedal and the kids aren't going to believe anything else that she has to say about anything, much less math and science. Stupid fucks!

Gay Penguins, no shit!!!

Gay penguins. There is all kinds of scientific evidence out there about animals that don't fit the heterosexual stereotype that we put upon humans in most of the world. This is a fascinating little story and a good point to begin looking for more information about how we are evolution's children in more ways than we can begin to understand.

You're like, "What?? No rant today?" I haven't been to fark yet, so mayhaps one will show it's self later in the day...

Ciao, babies.

Monday, December 01, 2003

building my proof against the society of numbnuts controllling your mind

"...anger is also aimed at an increasingly savage marketing industry that sells fashion and beauty to girls with the notion that sexiness equals independence."

from an article at cmonitor.com about britney spears. i just thought that it was poignant to my rant n' roll blog. i'm glad to see that i'm not the only one that is having difficulties with the feminine image in marketing.

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

I call for a drastic change to Amerikan government!

This is what your government is doing with your money. Why is it that people keep electing stupidasses to office? The deficit is the worst that it has been in history. Why don't more people see something wrong with that? Why are oil and gas companies getting such huge tax breaks?

I'll tell you why. The rich don't want to share their wealth and they will protect their wealth by any means necessary. Some days, I would really like to see that Jesus dude come back and chastise these fuckers with lightning bolts to the head.

Amerikan "government" is a fallacy. Of the people, by the people... that's bullshit. It's Of the rich, by the powerful, and no, you can't have any!

Sunday, November 23, 2003

Another rant on gender equality here in Amerika

RANT

I've seen this info in a number of sources, so I'll just leave the AP tag on it, giving credit where credit is due.

"(AP) Women's income is lower on average than that of men in part because they generally work less, leave the labor force for longer periods and tend to hold jobs that pay less, a congressional study found.

But even after adjustments are made for those factors, women still earned an average of 20.3 percent less than men in 2000, investigators said Thursday.

The General Accounting Office conducted the earnings study for Democratic Reps. Carolyn Maloney of New York and John Dingell of Michigan.

The 20 percent gap has been relatively unchanged in the past two decades. In 1983, the difference was 19.6 percent."

That pisses me the fuck off. Here I am, busting my ass for my entire life, only to have dicks look down on me because I present to the world as femme. Whatta fucking rip. It's stuff like this that makes me want to jerk out the eyes of every man that I see, because I know that he feels that wimmin have enough, and shouldn't want anything else, especially equal pay for equal work. Fucking bullshit.

What I don't get is why are wimmin satisfied? I suppose that we Amerikans could be living someplace where we couldn't even vote or serve in the military, but with all of the steps forward, why do we contine to pay women less? Because we are all told, from childhood, that being a womyn is something less, something unrespectable, something wrong and stupid.

I FUCKING *HATE* THIS SITUATION AND ALL THOSE THAT PROPAGATE THE IDEOLOGY!!!

Examine! Think! Do you really want to earn less, or for any males reading this, do you want your wife or sister or Mum to be paid less or looked down upon because of the perceived stereotypes driving society when they see her in the workplace or elsewhere?

Bad society is like bad html. Sometimes it will function in the right browser, but more often than not, if the code isn't correct, you'll never see the correct information.

/RANT

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

Unapologetically copied from a website today. The words ring so true.

TOPIC: CALIFORNIA

care of: Black Dog

Let's talk about California.

Once upon a time, when the Powers That Be were deciding where shit should go, one of them, probably a younger one, said, "Let's have a place where the desert meets the sea. Better yet, we'll make it so that in some places, mountains are broken down and tumble into the sea. How beautiful that will be. And the two great ideas, the two great concepts, will clash and conflict and bash against one another. What do you say?"

And it was done. And there it was. Two great deserts, for as a better poet than I has said, the ocean is but a desert with its life underground. And these two great contradictions, the absence of water and the excess of water, ride on ragged edges together.

What do we find?

Life.

As the ocean gives up its life-giving moisture, the desert soaks it up, and life flourishes. When the winds are right and the sun is right and the ground is right, it is fucking magic. Flowers bloom where nothing else can survive. Hope is illustrated so that all but the blindest take inspiration from all that this magical terrain is. This study in contrast illustrates to all who will see what exactly what hope is.

Then came the humans. The bigots among us would like to label them, but I think they were humans. The tallest among them probably might have broken five feet, and been counted "a big guy."

They lived here. They hoped and they dreamed and they planned and they plotted and they helped each other and screwed each other over and lived real lives, as real or more real than our own. They made love and they fucked, they rescued and they raped, and they were as fallible and as saint-like as we are.

And the desert did not care. The ocean did not care. Life went on as it ever has.

They came the True Believers. These men in dark clothes learned the native languages, for these were educated men, practiced in self denial and focus and bent on saving the heathen. They spoke of a god who made himself human and hung on a tree and fucking DIED so that the heathen as well as the educated could be guaranteed paradise.

And some of the Indios [for so they came to be called; it makes no more or no less sense than calling me white or her black] believed, really believed. And some just went along, because life on the two deserts was hard, and the men in black clothes had food.

And the desert did not care. The ocean did not care. Life went on as it ever has.

Then came The Others. Allegedly of the same religion, these people were as pale of skin as the men in black clothes, but these motherfuckers would kill you. For stealing, for fighting, for looking at something of theirs or any imagined slight, these men would kill you. The Indios learned quickly, those who did not die right away.

And the desert did not care. The ocean did not care. Life went on as it ever has.

Then came the next "Others." Allegedly of the same religion, worshipping the same god who felt so bad for us He would die for our sins, these even paler people murdered the ones who were murderous, killed the killers, killed Indios, killed animals for no good reason, even killed the men in black clothes when they disagreed. The Indios who lived through this understood right away...

And the desert did not care. The ocean did not care. Life went on as it ever has.

We are doomed. We live between two deserts, here in the land they call California. We cannot stand a third desert, a desert of the heart. Where one desert will cook you if you have no water, another desert will drown you if you cannot breathe water, this desert will murder you and your children if you are not like them, if you do not think like them.

The desert does not care; if you let it, it will burn your babies. This is true.

The ocean does not care; if you let it, it will drown your babies. This is true.

One will take them by shark, the other by coyote, but both deaths are as as final.

The White Man's desert of the heart is as fatal, but far more subtle. It is the death of dreams, of the flowers that the two deserts once made.

- Black Dog

Monday, October 27, 2003

oktoberfest

this is the time of year of the crone. she is coming to collect all that have duly paid their time on the planet. the mother of all mothers; fuckall if scientists make us immortal- that should be up to the supernatural and the spiritual.

listened to my boyfriend call a woman a girl this weekend. the only visions that went through my head were of knocking his fucking teeth out of his head. (i've always had violent tendencies, ask any of my old shrinx.)

i am going to get a domain name so that i can publish all that i want to publish in any kind of format or whatever that flips my buttons. oh yeah: here's a page of cocks to feast your eyes on: FloppyDicks. You can vote for the best looking cocks and maybe talk your pet dickboy into getting a penis pump and some viagra.

Your Senseless Violence Against Women Story for Today

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

girls and boys

so, why is it that even a 30 year old woman is referred to as "girl" by many people, and an 18 year old boy will always be referred to as a "man"?
people, think about your language- what kind of respect is it for someone's maturity and experience to be relegated back to elementary school? and what are you telling the young people? i tell you the message that is being sent:

woman, something less than man, never mature, don't treat her as such under any circumstances, she will never grow up and be responsible for her actions, she's not an adult, lead her around and make decisions for her because she will never be truly capable of doing so.

man, you are this by birthright, your cock brings you privileges above those that women receive, you can behave any way that you would like, you are responsible for you actions- unless they are sexual, and you are free to engage in any activity that would so please you.

and consider language- most english curse words are based on sex or feminine traits or genitalia. for example, if you are a "pussy", you are something less than a man, weak, insufferable, wrong, dirty, or bad, even though you have just finished jerking your little cock off to pictures of said "pussy", which you actually happen to like quite a lot.

what the fuck is up with that? just some more reasons to call every male a boy and stomp on their putrid little egos whenever possible.

Monday, October 20, 2003

loose convictions

a few days later, another blog. i found my girlfriend's blog today. very polished, very nice, no ads on it. i'm not complaining about blogspot, but i think that it sux that everything seems to be driven by advertisements these days.

Look at this freakin' website! Dubyaspeak.com



i'm listening to suicidal tendencies right now- good music to remind me that not everyone in the fuckin' world has really gone insane.

riddle me this, riddle me that, why is it ugly men think they are so fuckin' cool? and why don't we have more people making sex objects of men? why don't we get to see more of them with their sturdy little cockheads jutting up into the air, the bare rim of their pretty brown eyes peeking through the slit between their legs? admittedly, a fantasy of mine, and probably of more than few gay men out there. put their little mantitties on beer bottles, make 'em wear short skirts, (especially the cheerleaders!) and women to feel free to slap their little asses whenever and however they see fit to slap 'em.

yes. i want revenge. yes. i want to put men down. i feel lovely. lalala lovely. i will not stop feeling this way until my boyfriend's feelings get hurt every time i have to jerk my head around to check out some cheeky boy's balls in tight jeans, and every red-headed boy that passes my way reveals the fantasy of his red pubic hair on my face.

yeah, with all of that, i still don't hate men. i just hate the society that has put us in these positions. the positions that i must fill- mother, whore, sister, bitch, sexually repressed prude, virgin, slut. of course all of my identity is tied up in my pussy. aren't all wimmins? nah, really, fuck that. what i'm trying to tell you is that men cannot see beyond the pussy, see it as something less than what they have between their legs and this feeling is what has created the societies that we revel in today. a few more words on that- any pussy on the planet is bigger than any dick ever created. remember that whole birthing thing assholes?

Friday, October 17, 2003

preservation of the status quo

everyone should check out the following website: http://dubyaspeak.com. if you don't already worry about the direction of capitalism and politics, then you might be surprised at what you'll see here. 'course, i guess that there are thousands of people out there that are happy with way that things are going. but with 98 percent of the world's wealth caught up in 2 percent of the population (or something close to that, anyway.... look it up on google or some shit if you are curious about the exact number) i can't believe that more people aren't pissed off.

religious fucks of any kind or breed or creed are dickshits, muslim, jew, pagan, christian, whatever. if you push your beliefs on other people, you are creating gods, period.

and, oh, arnie. the good people of california have lost their minds. i can really understand the joke about three countries surrounding amerika. next time, do us all a favour and elect an asshole that can fucking speak the language.

there's a lot more that i want to share here. fortunately, or unfortunately, i am previously engaged this evening. later.

Tuesday, September 30, 2003

just a new blog

got my linux laptop into my home network. feels good. it's where i'm bloggin' from tonight, in my living room. right now, i'm watching the results of my local primary elections. if people keep voting like the initial returns are showing, the next mayor of my city is going to be a white businessman, involved in Big Oil, backed by a family of wealth and power. i worked for this guy at one of his gas stations. we weren't allowed to take breaks. we weren't allowed to sit down. the area behind the cash register was hard plastic, and they paid me 4.25 amerikan dollars an hour to take money and give change. oh yeah, we weren't allowed to take lunches, either. this asshole would quit if he had to work in one of his shitty stores.

if this guy is elected, i'll know for sure that amerika is going down the tubes. i saw ed meese on television this morning and he thinks that the patriot act is a good thing, that librarians are trying to make it easy for children to get porn in public libraries, and that this country is doing right by it's citizenry. hey, it's a good thing that we don't live forever because people like this need to die out!

i also overheard some taylor/tyler writer dude on cspan2 booktv say that an amerika ran by barney frank would be more totalitarian than a country ran by a right wing conservative. if that was true, why aren't more societal equities coming about right now???

what the fuck? what kind of crack is this guy smoking? christians like him are out to make everyone like them. if you don't go to church and be a hypocrite and like amerikan football and want to have every femme around you pushin pussy in yer face.

assholes.

back to my mayoral problem, the white guy that will probably win says that running for mayor will prepare him to be one. the person running against him has actually served on city council and held positions within the city government. what i think that the major obstacle for the person that is actually qualified to be mayor is that she's not male. the rich asshole has a dick and money and that's what all of the other dicks with money want, so they'll get it.

well, i got my ass out there and voted against the patriarchy.

did you?

Sunday, September 21, 2003

I am sick of patriarchy and what it is doing to our societies worldwide. It has skewed science, art, literature, civil liberties, sexuality, religion, and justice in so many ways. Now don't go thinking that I am some kind of man hater, because many of my best mates are male. But they, like other males, are caught up in a world that affords them certain privileges.

I watched a film on public television yesterday that showed a semi-nomadic group of people in the wilds of Iraq that herd sheep and goats for a living. They were moving their animals up into the snow-covered mountains. I was taken aback by the ways that they handled their animals... grabbing them by the throats, throwing them into the rivers that they were crossing. I sensed that this is somehow connected to patriarchy and religion, a religion that relieves them of responsibility for what happens on this planet in a societal system that allows them to behave as they wish.

I'm going to take a minute to remind all of the good people out there that yer daddy didn't spit you out of the head of his dick when the time came for you to breathe air.

Amerika, sure it's a little better, but still, I am assaulted with negative images of womensex every day. Not to mention that I have to deal with my mate's eager jerking off habits. Hey, still, you can't get too pissed at me for being pissed because I am a pansexual with a history of lesbianism, attracted to women, that likes porn.

I don't fit in.

I'm the kind of person that many in Amerika hate. I'm the kind of person that folks in other countries would venerate, and that some would kill because I appear to be female and rise up against male tyrrany.

So why am I pissed?

I don't get the opportunities that males get. I have to make them. I have to make men see past my large tits in order to take me seriously and not just as another possible fuck. I have to work twice as hard to get my voice heard, and then I am mocked because surely, my intellect and experience are inferior to the male.

All because I have the power to bring you into the world. And I have the power to *not* bring you into the world.

Do I sound like a god?

Thursday, September 04, 2003

I don't think that enough people have read and understood this document. It is clear that events that the founders of our country experienced are yet again happening in amerika. I am reprinting this document in it's full context and hope that people will take a few minutes out of their hectic day to try to really understand what this document says. And as far as I am concerned, I am declaring myself independent of the government that rules amerika. Get out there and vote, too! My cities mayoral elections are coming up on the 30th of September, and I plan to be the first in line.

Oh yeah. I punched a fratboy's land rover today. He nearly ran over me in a crosswalk. I'm tired of the priviledged being in power. Aren't you???

IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776
The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America

When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. --That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shewn that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed. But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security. --Such has been the patient sufferance of these Colonies; and such is now the necessity which constrains them to alter their former Systems of Government. The history of the present King of Great Britain is a history of repeated injuries and usurpations, all having in direct object the establishment of an absolute Tyranny over these States. To prove this, let Facts be submitted to a candid world.

He has refuted his Assent to Laws, the most wholesome and necessary for the public good.

He has forbidden his Governors to pass Laws of immediate and pressing importance, unless suspended in their operation till his Assent should be obtained; and when so suspended, he has utterly neglected to attend to them.

He has refused to pass other Laws for the accommodation of large districts of people, unless those people would relinquish the right of Representation in the Legislature, a right inestimable to them and formidable to tyrants only.

He has called together legislative bodies at places unusual, uncomfortable, and distant from the depository of their Public Records, for the sole purpose of fatiguing them into compliance with his measures.

He has dissolved Representative Houses repeatedly, for opposing with manly firmness his invasions on the rights of the people.

He has refused for a long time, after such dissolutions, to cause others to be elected, whereby the Legislative Powers, incapable of Annihilation, have returned to the People at large for their exercise; the State remaining in the mean time exposed to all the dangers of invasion from without, and convulsions within.

He has endeavoured to prevent the population of these States; for that purpose obstructing the Laws for Naturalization of Foreigners; refusing to pass others to encourage their migrations hither, and raising the conditions of new Appropriations of Lands.

He has obstructed the Administration of Justice by refusing his Assent to Laws for establishing Judiciary Powers.

He has made Judges dependent on his Will alone for the tenure of their offices, and the amount and payment of their salaries.

He has erected a multitude of New Offices, and sent hither swarms of Officers to harass our people and eat out their substance.

He has kept among us, in times of peace, Standing Armies without the Consent of our legislatures.

He has affected to render the Military independent of and superior to the Civil Power.

He has combined with others to subject us to a jurisdiction foreign to our constitution, and unacknowledged by our laws; giving his Assent to their Acts of pretended Legislation:

For quartering large bodies of armed troops among us:

For protecting them, by a mock Trial from punishment for any Murders which they should commit on the Inhabitants of these States:

For cutting off our Trade with all parts of the world:

For imposing Taxes on us without our Consent:

For depriving us in many cases, of the benefit of Trial by Jury:

For transporting us beyond Seas to be tried for pretended offences:

For abolishing the free System of English Laws in a neighbouring Province, establishing therein an Arbitrary government, and enlarging its Boundaries so as to render it at once an example and fit instrument for introducing the same absolute rule into these Colonies

For taking away our Charters, abolishing our most valuable Laws and altering fundamentally the Forms of our Governments:

For suspending our own Legislatures, and declaring themselves invested with power to legislate for us in all cases whatsoever.

He has abdicated Government here, by declaring us out of his Protection and waging War against us.

He has plundered our seas, ravaged our Coasts burnt our towns, and destroyed the lives of our people.

He is at this time transporting large Armies of foreign Mercenaries to compleat the works of death, desolation, and tyranny, already begun with circumstances of Cruelty & Perfidy scarcely paralleled in the most barbarous ages, and totally unworthy the Head of a civilized nation.

He has constrained our fellow Citizens taken Captive on the high Seas to bear Arms against their Country, to become the executioners of their friends and Brethren, or to fall themselves by their Hands.

He has excited domestic insurrections amongst us, and has endeavoured to bring on the inhabitants of our frontiers, the merciless Indian Savages whose known rule of warfare, is an undistinguished destruction of all ages, sexes and conditions.

In every stage of these Oppressions We have Petitioned for Redress in the most humble terms: Our repeated Petitions have been answered only by repeated injury. A Prince, whose character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the ruler of a free people.

Nor have We been wanting in attentions to our British brethren. We have warned them from time to time of attempts by their legislature to extend an unwarrantable jurisdiction over us. We have reminded them of the circumstances of our emigration and settlement here. We have appealed to their native justice and magnanimity, and we have conjured them by the ties of our common kindred. to disavow these usurpations, which would inevitably interrupt our connections and correspondence. They too have been deaf to the voice of justice and of consanguinity. We must, therefore, acquiesce in the necessity, which denounces our Separation, and hold them, as we hold the rest of mankind, Enemies in War, in Peace Friends.

We, therefore, the Representatives of the United States of America, in General Congress, Assembled, appealing to the Supreme Judge of the world for the rectitude of our intentions, do, in the Name, and by Authority of the good People of these Colonies, solemnly publish and declare, That these United Colonies are, and of Right ought to be Free and Independent States, that they are Absolved from all Allegiance to the British Crown, and that all political connection between them and the State of Great Britain, is and ought to be totally dissolved; and that as Free and Independent States, they have full Power to levy War, conclude Peace contract Alliances, establish Commerce, and to do all other Acts and Things which Independent States may of right do. --And for the support of this Declaration, with a firm reliance on the protection of Divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our Lives, our Fortunes and our sacred Honor.

--John Hancock

New Hampshire:
Josiah Bartlett, William Whipple, Matthew Thornton

Massachusetts:
John Hancock, Samuel Adams, John Adams, Robert Treat Paine, Elbridge Gerry

Rhode Island:
Stephen Hopkins, William Ellery

Connecticut:
Roger Sherman, Samuel Huntington, William Williams, Oliver Wolcott

New York:
William Floyd, Philip Livingston, Francis Lewis, Lewis Morris

New Jersey:
Richard Stockton, John Witherspoon, Francis Hopkinson, John Hart, Abraham Clark

Pennsylvania:
Robert Morris, Benjamin Rush, Benjamin Franklin, John Morton, George Clymer, James Smith, George Taylor, James Wilson, George Ross

Delaware:
Caesar Rodney, George Read, Thomas McKean

Maryland:
Samuel Chase, William Paca, Thomas Stone, Charles Carroll of Carrollton

Virginia:
George Wythe, Richard Henry Lee, Thomas Jefferson, Benjamin Harrison, Thomas Nelson, Jr., Francis Lightfoot Lee, Carter Braxton

North Carolina:
William Hooper, Joseph Hewes, John Penn

South Carolina:
Edward Rutledge, Thomas Heyward, Jr., Thomas Lynch, Jr., Arthur Middleton

Georgia:
Button Gwinnett, Lyman Hall, George Walton
blogging.... is it really all that it's cracked up to be? i read somewhere that blogging may be the last stand of free speech in amerika, so, being the patriot that i am, i came here to start my own blog. i'm not sure what i'll be putting up here, but at least i have taken a stand against the tyrrany that is flowing over the country where i happen to have been born.