jabaluka

when i lived in oz, this was a uranium mine that i worked hard against, y'know, getting developed and shit. i just couldn't think of a title for tonight.... i'm in a mood where i have all kinds of things that i should be doing, but i am not doing them because i just bloody don't feel like it.

i should be researching some heavy deep shit for one of my classes. it involves stuff that i can't write about here on this blog page. pretty much the only things that i can think about these days are riding bikes and how the suicides of others has affected my life.

i know that we each are entitled to our own lives and how said lives will be dictated. but we do have responsibilities to one another and when we don't keep those responsibilities, someone gets let down, whether we realise it or not. great example! i'm letting my co-researchers down tonight because i don't feel like doing any fucking research. but this is not a life or death situation, and i know that i'll get the research done when it needs to be. i still have some time yet to get the things done that need to be.

if you want to be really really freaked out, i know a 25/26 year old woman who is going to name her unborn child after britney fucking spears. for fuck's sake, there's a lot i bloody hate about this world....

i think that i'll do my research now.

ciao,

anygrywoofdog